❤ HO 希望 PE ❤

bad day

2012-02-10T18:12:00.000+08:00

I stillalive with assignment now!!!

I still can’tfind the book.

*sigh when that book will be back? Who took thatbook? Anyone can tell me?

God,recently I have many assignments. I know I will finish soon but somehow thepainting going to kill me. The size of it is so big A2. I’m going to challenge it.I want some idea to edit certain part so that when I do my portfolio easier.

Life is sotough to pass. How come god can manage your time so well?

Bible? Yesterday I read again. Miss so manyverses. I do not know am I able finishing on Oct.

Recently I givemyself so big pressure. Suddenly~!God help me…

My walletis blooding now. I less going out still will waste so much money. OMG.

Yesterday nightI heard good news which made me so happy… weee

This morning,I feel sore throat. T.T going to sick soon~~

I receiveda called from my best buddy.. hahaa.. SHOCK again!!

Dragon year 2012

2012-01-28T10:54:00.000+08:00

Hooray..
I remembered on 19th morning, i did not have any mood to study.
I was thinking night of 19th. That morning I only had 2 hours class then back hostel.
I was so hardworking to finished all my homework and presentation so I can relax during CNY.
Stay overnight in airport together with my little sister, her friends, seniors and my coursemates.

--------- >> Back KK...

seriously, I damn angry on 20th morning flight (AA).
That morning had a heavily raining. All of us thought flight would delay however none. (HAPPY)
BUT, when I queue for enter boarding, the airplane was parking so far which was last gate of AA.
Walked so hard and fast.. I was enter airplane without umbrella, a bit wet but never mind.
I sat in 11B. Beside me was 2 big big fat malay guys. I damn angry them.
Origin I wanted to change seat either of them but 1 of them, celaka said he want sit beside window don't want change. Another 1 I was thinking he was senior citizen so I don't dare.
In airplane waiting passengers came up, delay 1 and half hours.
From KUL - KK I was sit like hamburger. That guy NOT gentleman at all.. argh..
Complaint to my brother, brother-in-law and eldest sister.

Go back Kedah<<-------------

Today I wake up super early. Yesterday night last time played blackjack with my family.

haiz. yesterday night not my lucky day, all lose. :(

Go airport and check in. The staff said your ticket was flown. OMG.

I do not have extra ticket. Waiting ticketing office open at 5.30am to buy new ticket.

My sister and I run up and down.. My mother help me take care of my luggage.

so paiseh.. and when I get my boarding pass, Im so happy and run in to boarding.

Flight is at 6.05am and i get boarding pass at 5.45am. Rush like hell.. haiz...

Now I'm in KLIA waiting tonight flight AA to school.

I hope I can throw the ticket of AA. haiz.. never mind, just wait.

I have decided to..

2012-01-10T18:10:00.002+08:00

My new life on 2012.

Firstly, i'm pass on my PPISMP examination~! pointer? don't care.
Now i'm stepping on PISMP life which you guys know degree course.
It's not easy like PPISMP because we going to learn more and more especially subject education (EDU).
EDU is a killer subject which I heard from senior. Everyone must be very careful of this subject.
I'm scare about it although i haven start kuliah but indeed it is my nightmare. Lecturer at the moment still ok because we haven get assignment yet but after Chinese New Year,yes there are few assignments are waiting us back to school and do it.. OMG..
I think start from this year and onwards, I will gain a lot of new knowledge such as BIG, SBE, pratikum and so on..
Another good news are, I'm practicing myself to reading bible. Hopefully I can do it this within 10 months without despairing.

MUET result is coming out soon. I hope the result wont give me too big surprise. Band 3 i hope you're there waiting me.. hehe..^^

Last week of Thursday, there were a group of Korean Choir 22 persons came to Malaysia to worship and praise God. Although we were hard to communicated but we had try our best..

10 of them are from 朝鲜.

---- Rev of Korean

Last day of 2011

2011-12-31T22:20:00.001+08:00

Merry Christmas~~~

I used simple photos to showed that I was passed my christmas and time with my dear friends.
My job was ended. Good experience about those magazine that I never see before and hope I got a chance on 2012 going back to do this job again! hahaha.. I know they hope! ^^
My art also done~! but it look not so nice.. =(
I will try my best to do it again!!
Celebrate xmas on sunway! XD

Christmas present!

My hand swollen last 3 days but now it was going to recover~!

2012 is coming.. OMG....
Please Stop....

Hohoho.. Merry Christmas

2011-12-13T22:08:00.001+08:00

I quite long time time do not update my blog..
After I back from Kedah, now almost time back to there again.
I get a part time job in a shop.
In there, I have a person who guide or teach me and another staff do same thing with me.
What I did over there is super quite easy for me..
I just sit there and count those reject newspaper head, and magazine.
So after this few weeks in there, I know a lot of types of magazine... BM/ENG/BC..
At first, I quite scare that lead me person but after few days I just realize she wasn't a very fierce person.
She got ever asked me was she fierce? Why I looked so scare of her?
Hahahaa.. I answer NOOO.. haha. xD
The most important the staff who did same thing with me, I feel a bit sorry for her because of me she was scolded by someone and she also brought a lot of laughter for me too..

officially holiday semester 3

2011-11-22T07:35:00.001+08:00

Oh yeah. I'm still alive.

After 3 weeks of struggles now turn to holiday mood.

Between that 3 weeks, *omg* cannot slept well.

I thought I had problem need to saw doctor but now I think it is okay.

My muet exam also over.

I guarantee I can get band 2 now.. Band 3? still thinking.

Within exam period, first time cooking in room such as hot dog, porridge, mee hoon with my friend..

After last exam paper, 3 of us went out to KFC had a lunch.

Afternoon packed my room, moved my thing to bilik utility and certain thing gonna moved to my friend room. *be her temporary roommate

That night almost 11.30pm, my yi jie came and knock my friend door, i was inside.

my friend was slept and i open the door, followed my yi jie to senior room, sem 8 who are they gonna work in school next year~! *malays seniors

I bought 2 books from them and ask about bachelor life.

EDU is a killer paper.. *i admit that paper is killing you + me.

The next morning, my tem.roommate asked me where you gone yesterday night around 12pm?!
*shocked. I thought she slept. haha..

19/11 was had a exam - muet.

Woke up at 5am with my temporary roommate. packed around and study. hahaa... 7am feel bored and sleepy.. both of us waited the time came! wee~~~

so soon the exam was over. Afternoon rush to airport, and now I am back to my hometown, KK.

Sunday morning, I got a present from rev.

At night I out with my buddy, wen~~ Watched You are the apple of my eye

we dislike the ending. two of this can't together~~

Had our dinner in Kenny roger~

Supper in Huge Cafe, Damai.

She promise me gonna watch another 3 movies that I want~ wee

When i REACHED home, i saw this....

OMG... so scary

养鱼反而是“大便鱼”

越变越大。。

金鱼都是完了。。

它超级会欺负小过它的鱼。。

my hols

2011-10-31T12:15:00.001+08:00

My 1 week hols was ended.
Now face exam. (stressful)
This semester my hols was so happy.
Thanks to my family and friend gave me so much happiness and joyful in here.

I bought a lot of things. (lost a lot of money too)
I admit I'm shopaholic if i have many money.
I bought few shoes. If i able to bring back, i will buy again~! hahaha...
The most important I also successful managed time to revision my subjects (Art and Malays)
I not confident to exam yet~! @.@
Life in here without study really good.
Everyday play with two children. Teach them some special words, online, watching movie, sleep, eat, shopping and etc.

I was tasted many types of ice-cream and foods such as chatime, snowflakes, kindori, honeymoon, keropok, Auntie Anne, so on.... (some food of photo show up)

My sister-in-law sister, Doreen

dinner in this shop : South Sea. The Crab, forgot took photo.

I strongly promote al-ikhsan women. This shop sell those thing quite cheap and reasonable price.
I like warehouse or outlets shop. I can buy a lot of thing. hahaa..
God, yesterday i went to that church. What the pastor said I still remember.

He said: " You're mighty God, everything you know it. You're the person who know my heart well no matter i sad/helpless/happy/stress/sleepless and etc."

Happy Deepavali 2011

2011-10-24T08:28:00.002+08:00

Holiday again~!
We were given 1 week holiday for celebrated deepavali although we are chinese but we like HOLIDAY.
Origin these week holiday we had plan some activities but...
Now I in KL celebrate with my family~! hahaa...
First day came to KL, shopping with my brother in law.
Two of us, almost bankrap. haahaa.^^
I bought few things but most of it not for me.. haiz...

After this week of holiday, we have another week for study week.
Then, we have semester examination almost 2 weeks but count back only 6 days.
Moreover, I have Muet exam on 19th Nov.
thennnnn, HOLIDAY again~!

I did in..

2011-10-15T20:47:00.000+08:00

Today went to Balai Seni Lukis Alor Setar, Kedah.

Two of my best buddies joined the exhibition and I did these over there with them. hehe. ^^

-----------------

They're not understand why I want to do that.

Yes, I admit. I want to earn a lot of money so that...

I don't want just stay there doing nothing.

I want gain some experience.

However, each time also can't do it.

I though this time not the same but now SAME.

I don't want..

Sad

*Tears drop*

It make me no mood to revision..

I pray to God.

Unfortunately, God arrange another thing make me more happy that is.......

One of my best buddy follow me to church second time.

Hooray. God listen my pray.

That's what I pray and wish to get during 16-17 years old Christmas present.

Although is late but I still insist to get it from you. Thanks God.

You're the 1 who understand me well in this world.

You bring me to this world, you want me spread your word to all my friends.

Finally, I did it a bit.

Thank to my friend, Lyn Sze. You help me achieve the aspirations.

Remind:

Hope always beside you + me ~

Activities

2011-10-14T14:26:00.001+08:00

Recently weekends activities:

1 of Oct 2011 had a basketball competition IPG.

6-8 Oct 2011 had a kem MENJADI in PJ Sentosa Campsite, Kedah.

so many FOOD~! YUMMMM...

<--------------------------------->

14 of Oct 2011, today have basketball GERKO competition.

So hard just can shoot 1 ball. haiz..

each weekends so busy.. tomorrow have to go Balai Seni Lukis, Kedah.

On the other hand, I had my MUET speaking on 12 of Oct 2011. wee...

Holiday coming soon BUT EXAM also coming soon ~!

lucky star, where are you?

2011-09-27T20:51:00.002+08:00

From last week until now keep happening something that make me feel so sad.

Just now I saw a person status in facebook, he wrote:

虽然无花果树不发旺，葡萄树不结果，橄榄树也不效力，田地不出粮食，圈中绝了羊，棚内也没有牛。然而，我要因耶和华欢欣，因救我的　神喜乐。主耶和华是我的力量。他使我的脚快如母鹿的蹄，又使我稳行在高处。(哈巴谷书 3:17-19)

当困难多得好像难以忍受、事事都不如意时，要记住神必定会赐你力量。不要把眼睛盯在诸般困难上，要把目光放在神的身上。

Moreover, I though my hand can take the penilaian of basketball. However, Monday my lecturer happenned some bad luck thing ; just now heavy raining ; tmr? Maybe no because I joined that group is BC class, they have activity tmr night ; thurs? I don't think can because lecturers will be back home at 3.30pm. haiz. I think through this, God want tell me rest your rest few days more. He is try to help me escape from the test.

After this, i saw one of my friend blog wrote:

友情这东西，一旦玩真的，比爱情还刻骨铭心。 :) ♥

hope my bad luck will end soon~

Looking forward of my HAPPY DAY~~~

CAMP~!

Incident

2011-09-23T11:00:00.003+08:00

On Tuesday, our gerko (kokurikulum) replacement class at 5-7pm.

I thought that afternoon would had a test however, my lecturer sick and replacement on Wednesday.

Unfortunately, during I practice those service, got a small injured. sprain 1 of my finger.

It can't move, very pain. Original I thought just a small matter, rest a night the next day would be fine.

However, after I back and washed clothes, few fingers very pain. Scare and found my coursemate helped me wrapping my finger. The next day, I throw the the thing and my hand still very pain cannot take heavy thing, blow by wind and so on.. Pain~~

That morning and afternoon, I was so panic because of the afternoon test maybe I can't played well.

My finger swollen too.

During a class, my friend tried helped me "ao" my hand. They just touched a bit, i felt very pain additional she helped me do that. My tears was dropped. First time ~~ Paiseh*

During the gerko, my lecturer, Pn. Choong came. *worried, scared, panic.

When she said later would had a test, any problem?

I told her, my hand...

Then she asked them practice extra 30 min and she asked me went to chair there sat.

She helped me massage and tried to helped me.

She found out "the place" i felt pain, she said endure would be pain, (I though she want like my friend ao my hand) my tears wanna come out le then she just push the place i felt pain strongly.

Except that, she also did others thing with me and finally she said you have to wait it recover.

I asked how long? 1 day? 2 days?

She said NO.. *smile like evil mostly need take 2 weeks to recovered.

o_O OMGOSH...

That night i used hot and cold water then I used my lovely bandage to wrapped my hand.

My nurse : Lyn Sze. My roommate, and those bc class all of them went to Kem..

She never did these before. First time ~ hahaa...

See~~~ Her work~ ^^

Follow few days until now, I still asked her helped me to wrapped my hand too. Thanks~~

This two days I not very happy because of something.
I very angry and sad last night.
The feeling come back again same as after I finished my examination SPM.
I'm grateful someone which always try to help me but each time when she help me always "stop" by people.
Why? why? WHY?
WHY god want me have this kind of problems?
Why others people don't have?
I hate this. Pissed off it.
The reason why I don't like the place I born..
They never stand in my view thinked before.
Maybe they have, and I can't accept they view.
Just a simple thing.
I remember you said, if you go, then you don't back~
If i have a chance, I will not back. Seriously~
Each time back, many peoples will said waa.back again.
Other than that, I need go to SBE.
If i stay in here, I do not have transport. how am i go to school??
*HEADACHE
when few problems joined. I do not know how to solve it well.
Is it the reason god put me in Kedah the most far in Malaysia to help me complete my wish?
make my wish come true??
Sometimes I do not know how is God plan.
Is it the plan i do now, not good??
Sometimes I will think, why god don't want ask me born in a better place.
why must in here?! The only thing I do now.
GOD

only you.
I will save my money.

hard

2011-09-19T17:45:00.000+08:00

Recently, I very hardworking to find dental orthodontic in Jitra, Kedah but it seems very hard to get this service in here so I change searching area to Alor Setar, Kedah. Since this morning I do not have class. I take this opportunity search information from internet again and call each dentist to find this service - dental orthodontic. However, no one clinics have this service, very upset. Some clinics still suggest me going to Penang to do it.

Yesterday I went to a clinic nearby Jitra, the nurse gave me a number in Alor Setar withou name of clinic then I call it this morning. OH YEAPPPPPIII. this clinic has this service but I not really confident the dentist so I find and find again~

Today celebrated Hari Raya and Hari Merdeka. They provided a lot of foods and drinks~ *yumm*

Through this event, I saw Wei Wen ---- her teeth~ hahahaa.. xP I just remember she is doing this kind of thing~ wee! my angel~~ Then, I ask her few questions. She also suggest me going to Penang do it. After that event, I back hostel and call my sister. She said erm... she think I better do extraction of teeth in KK because after do it maybe I need take few days or weeks to eat porridge or soft foods. If i do it in Penang, nobody cook porridge for me. In addition, in my school "HARD" to bring those cooking materials. haiz. After that, just go penang for follow up checking or how~

NOW THE PROBLEM I FACE IS IN KK, which dentist is the best? cheapest?
HELP~

Yesterday I did a great thing for my closer friends in Kedah~~ muahaha...

She got shocked from afternoon until night~ muahahahaa!!!!!

Mooncake festival 2011

2011-09-17T22:29:00.005+08:00

Mooncake festival 2011

successfully end. yeah~

Recently, friendship between me and two of my closest friends in Kedah become closer and closer. I never think before and it happened now.

This picture like~~~ haahha...

LION???

Audrey? Lyn Sze? hahahaa...

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I remembered before I back from KK, I did these kind of things in my friends house.

*Being friends with you have added a bright spot on my life

movie

2011-09-06T07:16:00.010+08:00

From this movie --------

Story Line: Shin Ji Hyun was enjoying absolute bliss as she was about to marry her fiancé, Kang Min Ho, but her perfect life is shattered when she gets into a car accident that leaves her in a coma. She is given a second chance at life by a reaper, but it comes with a condition: she has to find three people outside of her family who would cry genuine tears for her. In order to do this, she borrows the body of Yi Kyung, a part-time employee at a convenience store for 49 days.

After I watched these movie, I agreed and like the story line.

Although you have many best friends but not each of your "best friends" treat you from true heart as good as you see now. *becareful~~
If I can have the power I wish to test my best friend! haha.

genuine tears from you, check whether you guys really are my best friends? haha...XD

good idea! XP

can look more in this website ------ http://tv.sbs.co.kr/49/

holiday

2011-09-01T09:48:00.004+08:00

Holiday...

Selamat Hari Raya, and Hari Merdeka.

I back KK. hooray~

First time take AirAsia from Kedah to KL.

Stayed in airport from 12am until the next day 9.20am flight back kk. sigh!

Assignment almost done but got some I really do not know how to do..

My pidato, omg. haven memorize yet. scare! >.< no.3 present! =.=

28 of August. yeah. out with my buddies.

Captured a lot of photos but haven uploaded yet. ***uploaded soon.

29- 31 of August.. yeapppii. holiday with my family!!!

I bought a lot of things. especially ... Finally I had a new bag. 2012 birthday present from my eldest sister! wee~~

I also outed with my best friends.

Finally. we met. almost 1 year.

Last year of raya, this year also same! hehee..

Thanks Audrey, Wai Wen, and Shang Leng accompanied me yesterday watched movie.

my feeling

2011-08-22T09:08:00.002+08:00

如果
﹝人﹞

如果我的存在只像劃過夜空的流星
為什麼我總夢想永恆
如果我的出現只是一個意外的巧合
為什麼我渴望被愛
誰能聽見我，聽見我，我內心深處的吶喊
誰能告訴我，告訴我，到哪裡去尋找真愛

請告訴我

﹝耶穌﹞
如果你的存在只像劃過夜空的流星
我不會為你苦苦等待
如果你的出現只是一個意外的巧合
我不會用性命來換
你可了解我，了解我，我因思念你心破碎

你可知道我，知道我，我對你的愛永不變

誰能聽見我 (可了解我) 聽見我 (了解我)
我內心深處的吶喊 (為你心破碎)
誰能告訴我 (可知道我) 告訴我 (知道我)

到哪裡去尋找真愛 (對你愛不變)

如果我的生命不是一顆短暫的流星

[Man]
If the whole of my life
Is a star flitting once through the sky
Then why do my dreams transcend time
If the fact I'm alive is coincidence void of design
Then why is love my desire

Who can hear my cry--hear the cry
Of my heart's most anguished sighing
Who can give reply, give me reply
Where is there true love to find (true love to find)

[Jesus]
If your life were no more
Than a star flitting once through the sky
I would not have endured and stood by
If the fact you're alive were an accident, not design
I would not have given My life

Do you know, My child--know, My child
That you break My heart with sighing
Do you see that I, see that I
Give you love that is undying

Who can hear my cry (You know, My child)
Hear my cry (Know, My child)
Of my heart's most anguished sighing
(My heart breaks for you)
Who can give reply (You see that I)
Give me reply (See that I)
Where is there true love to find (Love you always)

[Man]
What if my life is more
Than a star flitting once through the sky

August 15

2011-08-14T14:34:00.003+08:00

Day 9 but for me is day 4.

Topic: Money Politics

A wicked man takes a bride out of the bosom to pervert the ways of judgement. (Proverbs 17:23)

This few days, I very angry someone.

I wish i have a magic power to help him.

Oh yeah. My pidato - "Ekonomi penentu Integriti Masyarakat" almost settle. My lecturer said no problem just few things have to edit. yeah!

decided to participate NECF 40- Day fast and prayer

2011-08-12T00:12:00.005+08:00

My friends early also told me have this event bu I take ignore but...

Just now I made a decision. I decided to participate NECF 40- Day fast and prayer.

"Be Agents Of Change"

Every year in my country Malaysia, our National Evangelical Christian Fellowship (NECF) organizes a 40-day Fast and Prayer to pray for the nation, ending just in time to celebrate Our Independence Day on 31 August.

This year, the date has been shifted a little, to end just before Malaysia Day, 16 September 2011.

Seriously, you don't have to be a Christian to fast for 40 days. Prolonged fasting has its benefits for health reasons. Or, whatever is your faith, you may want to join me in a fast and pray in your own way, according to your faith. But my approach will be from the Christianity perspective.

recently, i joined

2011-08-10T22:45:00.005+08:00

Last weekends, I joined 30 hours famine in Sungai Petani, Kedah.

before that, 3 of them prepared so much of junk food however no time to eat.

My third group.

captured photo with artist~~

drink milo~~ wee!

Group photo~~

happy and great to joined this camp. :)

busy with my assignments~ my brain almost burst out. haiz.

During assignments time, I have many mix feeling.

I wish assignments period faster come to end, so that i can not to feel that kind of feeling anymore.

Today happened such a ridiculous. This afternoon at 2pm.

I tried my best to do classification small stone and sand, suddenly i get injured of it. *blood~

Then i cut some box with cutter, unfortunately i cut my nail. *nvm

Almost finish my arca, i wake up unfortunately my leg smash with simen. *painful.

back hostel. finished wash my clothes want hang it but i bring those wet clothes to my room. =.=

jz a simple 3 or 4 hours. happened such kind of things. OMG.

Fatigue

2011-07-30T21:16:00.007+08:00

Sometimes when I free, it free until I do not know what can I do.

Busy can busy until I restless, sleepless and tireless just want to finish my homework and assignments as soon as possible.

Pimples~~ T.T

My art paper 1 assignment was killing me and my course-mates.

but painting is just another way of keeping a diary. ~ Pablo Picasso

That's why instead of counting your days, make your days count.

AM I RIGHT?

If you believe in God, find out how much God has given you and from it take what you need; the remainder is needed by others. ~Saint Augustine

A Book Of Memories

by Kathleen Sheppard

Hidden in the attic,
all the way upstairs,
is something very special,
that I would like to share.

My hopes,
my dreams,
old photographs,
of good times and bad times that make me laugh.

The joy of a hug,
the thrill of a kiss,
leaves me to remember the pure, simple bliss.

I cry for the fun,
and giggle for the pain,
I enjoyed the good life I was able to maintain.

The thoughts and wishes,
they all stay with me,
all of these contained in my book of memories.

Sometimes, I keep reminding myself for every minute you are angry, you lose sixty seconds of happiness.

Tomorrow smile at someone
That you've never seen before.
Take time to think of others that
You feel compassion for.

Tomorrow tell somebody
How they brighten up your day.
Let random acts of kindness
Put your feelings on display.

Today, I do not know what was happened.

Is it too tired? or what? From your expressions giving so so dark, make me scare to talk with you. Look like I did something wrong. SIGH.. not happy with the expression you were showed me. Not happy today.

The best way to cheer yourself up is to try to cheer somebody else up. ~Mark Twain

but i believe happiness and sadness run parallel to each other. When one takes a rest, the other one tends to take up the slack. ~Hazelmarie Elliott (“Mattie”)

O Captain My Captain by Walt Whitman

2011-07-17T19:34:00.004+08:00

O Captain My Captain by Walt Whitman

Meaning of "O Captain! My Captain!" by Walt Whitman means understanding Whitman's admiration for Abraham Lincoln, for he is the captain to whom Whitman refers.

First Stanza

O Captain my Captain! our fearful trip is done,
The ship has weathered every rack, the prize we sought is won,
The port is near, the bells I hear, the people all exulting,
While follow eyes the steady keel, the vessel grim and daring;
But O heart! heart! heart!
O the bleeding drops of red,
Where on the deck my Captain lies,
Fallen cold and dead.

Meaning:

o Starts out the piece with great hope.

o A boy is shouting “Oh Captain! My Captain! Our fearful trip is done!”. The excitement is almost palpable in his voice as he proclaims that they’ve returned, and that they’re safe.

o He goes on to describe “the people all exulting”. He utters with excitement the wonder of being with the people who have missed them, and the reader can practically hear the pride in his voice as he describes the people who the voyage has made safe.

o This excitement, however, is cut short by a realization that he perhaps has already made, but is just beginning to understand the implications of.

o While still hopeful, his thoughts turn more melancholy towards the centre of the second stanza.

Second Stanza

O Captain! my Captain! rise up and hear the bells;
Rise up--for you the flag is flung for you the bugle trills,
For you bouquets and ribboned wreaths for you the shores a-crowding,
For you they call, the swaying mass, their eager faces turning;
Here Captain! dear father!
This arm beneath your head!
It is some dream that on the deck,
You've fallen cold and dead.

Meaning:

o Contains the transition from the hope of a brighter future, to sorrow.

o Begins very positively, describing once again the “shores a-crowding,” and the “bouquets and ribboned’ wreath”. It would appear that there is a party beginning for the triumphant return.

o However, this happy moment is very clearly darkened as the stanza draws to a close when he approaches the captain to whom he speaking to find him “fallen cold and dead”.

o The transition is rather sudden, but given the fact that the poem is only three stanzas to begin with, the author blends the switch rather smoothly.

o This sorrow, however, quickly gives way to despair as the third stanza makes its entry.

Third Stanza

My Captain does not answer, his lips are pale and still;
My father does not feel my arm, he has no pulse nor will;
The ship is anchored safe and sound, its voyage closed and done;
From fearful trip the victor ship comes in with object won;
Exult O shores, and ring O bells!
But I, with mournful tread,
Walk the deck my Captain lies,
Fallen cold and dead.

Meaning:

o The despairing : first to start on a sad tone.

o On the very first line the poet declares that “[the captain] does not answer, his lips are pale and still”.

o The poet describes the body for a couple of lines, and then turns his attention back to the ship, having returned safely and triumphantly.

o The boy, however, cannot take part in the festivities as all he can bring himself to do is “walk the spot my captain lies”.

o This despairing sentiment brings the poem to a close, as the young sailor is torn between his joy over the triumphant return, and his deep grief over his dead captain.

If you want to know about literary devices, you may ask me.

This poem... woah.. hard to search! >.<

church

2011-07-16T00:18:00.003+08:00

Thursday night was my church - Jitra Baptist Church celebrated 25th years. Had many programs and first time saw they provided so much of delicious foods. Between, some of them invited me Friday early morning go hiking in somewhere but I rejected because too early. 7am. Friday is the day which let me have a good and well rest time. hehe. So I promise them Friday night go to listen music concert in Full Gospel. WOW. wonderful team. Althought this team--called Omnipro Music, target of them are children and parents but it is interesting and fun. They come from Taiwan, first station is in Alor Star.

Saturday then Sunday... haiz... all the best. Happy go LUCKY~

无风起浪

2011-07-14T16:44:00.011+08:00

我还以为生活能平静一下，怎么知道无风起浪。。

害惨我了。。没关系。

我相信上帝永远都会帮助世上有需要他帮助的人。

上星期(若没记错）我“算是（对我而言）” 帮了我一位"半"这里认识的很好很好很好的朋友做了一件好事。

"半" ---- 解释：另一位好朋友可是又没完全帮到她。。(*^__^*) 嘻嘻……

所谓助人为快乐之本。。

我的两位好朋友还帮我做了一件事情。。哈哈。

他们与我都扮演许多角色。。哈哈

上星期五下午去探访这里的老人院---伯特利老人院。

从学校去那里路途满远下。感谢主，一切都平安。

本来我还以为我的周末回很寂寞怎么知道，上帝已经帮我安排节目了。

从早上-下午-晚上。。

晚上去参加youth - baptist church。第一次！！

还跟一帮学姐们与学妹去Star Parade shopping~~享受晚餐。哈哈。。

Sunday-------- Activity

Arca stabil was started.

It quite high---- 1.5m

First time touch simen and do all the thing.

Actually quite fun and good experience however my group arca really terrible.

We also do not know what happen! simen not stick with guni. *angry*

At last, many people help us to do it. *sigh*

Once start doing those thing, my life will be super duper tired.

once i get to bed and lying on the bed, directly fall asleep....

another day

2011-06-29T15:37:00.004+08:00

How I love you~~

You hold me in your eyes
In your own special way
I wonder how you know
The things I never say

I can't imagine life
Without you by my side
The power of your love
Is all I need tonight

I know there have been times
That I have caused you pain
I'd turn them all around
If I could start again

There's something I must say
I know it's overdue
The sweetest thing I've known
Forever called my own
Begins and ends with you

How I love you
How I love you

The softness of your lips
The colour of your hair
The memory of your touch
Remains when you're not there

The echoes of your laughter
When I'm feeling blue
The meaning of my life
It all begins with you

So come into my arms
Lay down by my side
The moon is always there

To keep our love alight

I've reached so very high
For everything that's mine
And at the top is you
I want you for all time
A dream forever new

How I love you
How I love you

The softness of your lips
The colour of your hair
The memory of your touch
Remains when you're not there

The echoes of your laughter
When I'm feeling blue
The meaning of my life
It all begins with you

So come into my arms
Lay down by my side
The moon is always there
To keep our love alight

You know me like a book
You've read a thousand times
We know each other's hearts
We read each other's mind
This feeling's always new

How I love you
How I love you

The softness of your lips
The colour of your hair
The memory of your touch
Remains when you're not there

The echoes of your laughter
When I'm feeling blue
The meaning of my life
It all begins with you

All the words are meaningful.
Truth and real.

Yesterday is 28 of June. I in IPDA, Kedah 1 years.

I recall last year of that day. My mum and sister accompanied me came to this school for registered and stayed in Jitra for 4 days. When they leave me, my tears would flow out. But after that, I learned to be independent without them and besides me, Now, you can see how mature am I now. hehe. This few days our school juniors try to find us to get signature from us. I tried to played them but unfortunately fail. When I saw them I can reflect back last year how senior played us. Hope they really remember who am I. so sad if they forget my name again. XD

This two days my lovely darling bully me again. I do not know why and what happen.

Since today is a holiday for me. I go out and ask. It work when I ask they bos. When i back room, i open it. Can't work again. I pray hardly to God. If the person I called yesterday have come to my school later, I will pass it to him for a safety checking. I do not want have this kind happen again. I hope everything will be fine but my sense told me it will not treat me nicely so easily. sigh~~

Sem 3

2011-06-24T18:58:00.006+08:00

My class was started on 19th June. FAST.

The next day early morning, I discussed with my roommate about end of holiday. *FAST*

20th of June.

New students came.

Start busy. This batch student quite relax not like us previous sem so tired.

Orientation week was end by last Thursday.

anyway.

New sem new timetable.

Quite satisfied after got a new timetable. muahaha..

Our pengarah was officially retired on Thursday.

KOT also successfully end. Yellow- House Pendeka won ! hahaa.

Happen something. Not very happy. Hard feeling.

Yesterday went to watch movie with my coursemates.

this 2 weeks i watched 2 movies in here.

快乐的日子

2011-06-16T11:21:00.003+08:00

- 快乐的日子 -

我的快乐的日子过的特别快。

前一个post离这个post已有1星期多了。

该玩的都已经过了。

人生真的是。。。

考试前，我就一直盼望赶快考完，时间走快点（等待的时候就说时间这么那么慢？因为等待放假来临。）

开始放假了，我就期望时间走慢点。。

近来我打算参加我教会一个平面设计比赛。

这个比赛让我非常懊恼。

上帝，你能告诉我这么设计才是你要的吗??

前天遇见一件事情让我吃睡难眠。

昨天，我花了一天的时间来解决问题。没心情~

感谢主，问题已解决！昨天，一旦问题解决，心松了一口气。

正所谓有钱就能解决暂时的问题了。太开心了，能安心回去了。

本来我还以为这次完蛋了，可能金钱会出问题了。

感谢主，上帝派天使来救我。

虽然我不是很想这么早回去可是没办法，只好这样。感谢主~

来临星期日正式上课了又是父亲节。

星期一，新一批的学员来报道了。

第一次去带他们。觉得我们会特别忙碌。

Do you have feel weird why suddenly I using chinese to write a post?! I also do not know. XD

I had bought MUET pin no. but I haven register yet. I want to back school find lecturer asks what is the code of pusat. My target of MUET: BAND 2. hahaha...

( I will remember my deal with you, zha bo )

before I said bye, I received my best friend, wen gave me 2 birthday presents.

thanks very very much. Leng, you want see me suit or not but how I capture?? hehe.. I don't think i will able capture it but don't worry, I'M WEAR IT NOW.

Wen, your watch very nice!! suit me too.. thanks.. hahaha.. XD

my holidays

2011-06-08T07:32:00.005+08:00

Once I back from vacation I'm sick until now.

Origin just sore throat then fever.

I thought after few days will be fine.

Thursday afternoon, wen asked me out for lunch. hehe.

Until sat, yeah.. was a public holiday. My mum and sis brang me to had a breakfast! Ngui chap.

Afternoon, suddenly i received wen message.

She date me out.

Unfortunately, when we passed by a road saw her aunty.

Origin she was tuition on that time however she not sure that teacher got tuition or not so she came and found me.

We went to Tanjung Aru. *my hope*

I hope can go Tanjung Aru with wen and Leng capture as many photos as I could.

After that around 5pm, we tried called Alicia because afternoon she was in youth no time out with us. =( But finally we met. XD

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Monday

Morning, my elders sister asked me you still have friend in KK? not all left kk?

I said: yes have. 1 more.

Actually i have more than that just each time timing not suitable so I did not out with them. Haiz.

I out with Ei Ling. Muahaha...

Although that day I feeling not well but I still insist want out.

Morning I went to bank to settle some stuff however suddenly electric cut off. They got generater but the system need 30 minutes up to 1 hour to recovery. haiz.

Today also Dragon boat Festival. I saw had a competition on Center Point.

Both of us did a very silly and ugly thing in there. We said we will not enter that shop anymore scare that sales girl now. hehe..

Night I spent my family had a dinner in a shop in Tanjung Aru, my favourite shop. muahaha.

***Because of re qi (hot) my teeth very pain. suffer of it. =(

Nikon D5100 Photo Competition Submission

2011-06-05T14:31:00.001+08:00

Im joining this competition help vote.... thanks...

Nikon D5100 Photo Competition Submission

HELP

2011-05-29T22:57:00.001+08:00

Emergency.. hahaha...

Just lend your hand with your facebook account

CLICK THE LINK BELOW AND LIKE IT.

NIKON D5100

wow..

2011-05-27T17:22:00.003+08:00

HOORAY~~

Although exam was hard but, everything was over.

First destination after exam was went to my friend house in Jitra.

HOHOHO..

Her mum was so warm and nice.

She made guo zhong for us to test...

After that, 4 of us went to Alor setar -- Pacific (old)

Ate MCD.. **woow...**

(have photos but haven upload yet)

Thanks...

and I helped Tako take away food.. muahaha...

We ordered...

i get green 1..

Now holiday le.. MUAHAHAHAHAAHA....

let's see

2011-05-21T14:09:00.002+08:00

First, I have to kill 2 more papers on next week. Due to exam, I have no watch movie more than a week. But this 2 days, I have start watch movie again but just 20 min. *can't wait and stay longer* Y.Y

Just now I am glad to know so much information of last few weeks I keep worry about and now I get the answer. hulaala... *thanks*

This Sunday night is a movie night in Baptist Alor Setar Church. Before rev speeched, my mind was set --- not going. After his speeched I was changed my mind but I do not know am I right or not?! Due to going to church tomorrow night, this 2 days I'm so hardworking to study and revision just because of that few hours I use it going to church...

Now I'm waiting to post another post about 'EXAM IS OVER' .. waiting for you!!! SOOONNN..

My entertaiment will be start over again..

HOLIDAYYYY is coming......... YEAH!!

I found this last week

2011-05-17T19:34:00.004+08:00

oh yeah. I found this last week but it haven start work yet and now it is start.. wee..

Now, anyone can share and earn!!!! woohoo.. CLICK babe~~

Do visit http://www.churpchurp.com/grapevine/...

Not sure whether real or fake just have a try!! haha..

almost 1 month

2011-05-14T20:10:00.005+08:00

yes it is. After tomorow is 1 month. You are leaving us 1 month already.

sometimes when I saw some grandpa played with their grandchildren, I'm touched.

P/S: Exam start on 16th for English paper.. **nervous** pray for me...

Link..

2011-05-12T08:31:00.000+08:00

happy mother's day~~

2011-05-08T14:21:00.001+08:00

continue

2011-05-07T09:57:00.007+08:00

Part 5 - 7 of May

*photos all without edit yet* the effect so nice! :)))

hahaha... paiseh le.. Yesterday you can't find me at night...

I really get chock this morning because because~~ hehehe....

I super ❤ your present paper.. You draw by yourself. especially monkey~~ hahahaha.. wee!!!! so like it.. and once I open it. WOAHHHHH.. food again le... ;D

Coming soon I would not feel hungry anymore really really damn damn many foods..

Thanks Shey Yee, Caman, Jong Mei

Thanks to Wawa, Vener, Agnes, Bao Hui, Peng Ann, Aeron & Grace

Thanks to Lei Tao

Thanks to my yi jie, & Cardina

Thanks to Wui Kean & Hock

Thanks to Darphne & Jessica

Mandy, hahaha... I saw what you wrote on those papers.

Hahaha.. I do not have complaint you do not bought to me lor. just joking~ XD

The card, wahsai.. is it very hard to find?

At first I though you ask people print 1.

The meaning of that card-- each sentence of it really almost similar my styles.

Thanks arh... I know what you so worried yesterday.

IT'S OKAY~~~~

<<<<<<<<<>>>>>>>>

你们的心意我真的真的收到了。。

你们专程走到我这真的真的让我很很O(∩_∩)O~~

你们考虑真周到..

I do and hope no more food le gua...

I will fat die liao... hahahahaha... XD

Yesterday night and now I still think how to keep all the foods so much?

Semester break is coming soon~~~ wow...

this is the day~

2011-05-06T16:40:00.018+08:00

oh yeah.. Today is my day~~~~ hahaha... I found out has 1 senior same birthday date with me!!!! FINALLY~~~~

This is the day,

That the Lord has made,

I will rejoice,

I will rejoice and be glad in it,

This is the day that the Lord has made,

I will rejoice and be glad in it,

This is the day,

This is the day that the Lord has made.

*God, each year of my birthday how sad or happy am I, you sure will help me to arrange program on that night which is going to church*

I'm waiting so long time but so sad I was happened something in last few weeks.

I can't celebrated it like previous years.. I damn miss my form five birthday!!!!! I never forget about the spot check, my best buddies used those cake and watered me on the road.... hahaha...

Buddies you still remember????

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Part 1

Yesterday night after church, those seniors talked in softly voice beside me during practising song present on this Sunday - Mother's Day and I guess what you guys are going to do! hahaa...Luckily I'm ready for it. You guys singing birthday song to me.. wee~~ *happy*

Part 2

Back to hostel, I feel later on will be boom by someone because she didn't back home....wow.. How clever am I?! ehem.. XD I guess she saw me went to bathroom brushed teeth, after few minutes she came to my room and pretend asked what are me doing? then left... hahaha... *I also very clever 1. XD* After she left, immediately I go and hide to her friend room... huhuhu.... original I want played back her, let her knock my room without me inside.. hehehe.. BUT fail... =( I knew why you didn't back home last night and made you so tired this morning..ps! No need hide secret behind me...What you and your friends did yesterday and just now I really appreciate and I want to said big big big T·H·A·N·K·S from my deepest heart.... I'm glad to have you guys be my friends in Kedah.....

Part 3

I have nightmare, cannot sleep well!!! well. My lovely day is starting.... I promise what I will do, then I will do it.. hahaha...

Part 4

Tonight have to going to church for practice this coming Sunday - Mother's Day. woot... Original I have a bit of disappointed about something but now no le... :) Buddy, I really thought you forget le... *Luckily* In the same time, I received few of my course mates messages. They ask me what time back? when back please tell them?! (⊙o⊙) between, one of the senior sooooo.... hahaha... thanks you yi jie and Cardina....*其实我刚才打开时，就那么差一点就就就送它上天堂了！hehehe.... I will take care de.. XD

All my closer friends, *do not know* they all is it have same sense. They all using same ways to treat me.. Last Last Last just wishing me and last last last just give me birthday present!!! really surprise and shock especially my course mates sent me presents!!! and not forget my yi jie and cardina ; shey yee~~~~

My wishes from Facebook~~ THANKS!!!!!

···· ··· ···· ······ ···· ····· ····· ······· ··· ····· ··· ····· ·····

I received on 6 of May

Thanks to everyone~~~~~~~

I wont feel hungry anymore. You know I like eat!!!!! Thanks...

I wont feel boring ; I wont feel lonely and so more..

***I know Pat and Hock have present for me. Dar told me just now. Thanks

I feel so sorry to my buddy, Leng. So sorry~~original I plan going to KL, unfortunately I have class replacement on Sunday and happened that kind of thing... soooo sorrry!!!! ='(

心情不上不下

2011-05-04T21:34:00.002+08:00

今晚的心情“不上又不下”。

刚才练习诗歌的时候，从我妈妈口中才得知这件事。

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Yesterday our school held Ekspo Pendidikan Perdana 2011. *So grand*

I learnt a lot of things... especially about art.

I want to work hard to improve my drawing and colouring skill~

I want to be a good art teacher~~~~~ Jia You!!!!!

Finally done this - 雷雨

2011-05-01T09:05:00.009+08:00

Oh yeah. What can I said is I was D•O•N•E this video. yeappi...

Although this video used a lot of time to finished it and I want through this opportunity to apologize for this group because just waiting for movie to produce was used up few hours ( a bit grr), I do not edit much and the recorded video on that day was so terrible. I want to edit again but but. =D. This terrible video was recorded by me.

First time using this software a lot of thing I still do not know how to use it.. have to discover it. XD.

BELOW is the video ------

7th of it just can post out. Finally~~~~

I created "N" times of it ; 3 times uploaded to youtube.

After uploaded just realize have something miss out or typing errors. =.=

~~used AVS4YOU video editor 5.1~~

P/S: Today is a public holiday~~ wee!!! No school!!!

Royal Wedding

2011-04-29T19:50:00.002+08:00

The wedding of Prince William of Wales and Catherine “Kate” Middleton is on April 29, 2011, the Royal Wedding of the future King and Queen of England.

Watch the royal wedding live online

Life is precious

2011-04-29T10:06:00.008+08:00

The moment you ever go, must remember it well...

Although it has taken place nearly 2 weeks, but sometimes when I bring it up, I still have a little bit sad of it.

P/S: Sorry, I can't wish whoever birthday within this period. Although you didn't mind or follow the rules, it is up to you. For me, I wish to follow that... Because this is the only way that I can show my respect for him.

I having 3 days breaks. Most of them going to trip, enjoy their moment in KEDAH.. some people choosing back home ; some people choosing stay in school. Like me~ XD

Need gambateh to study well. Exam of this semester coming soon. This week for our course, most of the lecturer do not teach us.

Next week having Ekspo Pendidikan

Perdana 2011. Most of us have participate with this event. Exhibition art, tamadun, etc... on 3-4 of May 2011.

8 of May is the annual of Mother's Day. Have plan any activity for it? hehehe..

I'm looking forward on that day.

NOTE:

- Any job want hiring me during I having semester break in KK???

- Help me click nuffnang and churp churp~~

Few important things that I want to share

2011-04-21T23:56:00.005+08:00

21/4 is a date which I will remember forever..

Not bad thing.

Actually today is my cousin, Albert and my bro daughter Lydia birthday's.

Today also day 7. You leave us 7 days ago...

I will miss you in heart forever and ever...

I want back KK. Everyday they all having dinner together, but me? alone.. having dinner with my roommate.. XD

Today is my first time singing in Jitra church too... wow...

I also change my blog style... =)

recall back

2011-04-18T23:48:00.004+08:00

Hey, do you still remember this video??? Just show it few moments ago...

Let's us recall back what the real colour of the video is!!!

*Lens of Lcd had some problem just now

If you have any comment about this just comment on my FB wall or in my blog...

If you no comment, please click a like in youtube.

谢谢.ขอขอบคุณ. ありがとう. Terima kasih. Thanks

*I still an art student.

说真的

2011-04-16T20:54:00.003+08:00

所有的事情都进行的很顺利。。明天就是了。感谢主。

这两天的心情好沉重。。

主啊，今天我选的那首歌“最痛的时候". 那套影片真的让我眼泪再次流出来了。。

每次我看到这影片，我都觉得无人能像你那么伟大能够为我们而死。

受难节要来临了。。我心情超级，极度的加加加重。。

我一直都在想尽方法让我自己开心或者特别忙。可是只有那一刻是没去想的。。

我发现这件事情真的真的让我。。。。

从昨日起，我需要避忌一些活动。。

说真的，我很好奇天堂到底是个怎样的地方？！

P/S: I very thanks to everyone who ever sent your condolence messages to me.. I will be strong. Don't curious why I still in here and look nothing because I believe that what has happenned is arranged by God earlier so I can't do anything. God, I love you... Thanks you save us...

希望你收到

2011-04-15T14:06:00.006+08:00

悲哀的事情总是发生了，可是我很开心你回到天家了。

我写了几句话给你。。

希望你收到。。

我永远都会记得今天的日期。。

我们永远都会想念你。。

再见了。。。

Vote..XD

2011-04-14T17:48:00.003+08:00

Vote!!!

Tell me which is better???

But the information is FAKE...

Start from now

2011-04-11T07:25:00.004+08:00

START from now.........

I want cut cost.
once cut cost, then I will cut! cut! cut.. everything CUT~~~
If cut successfully, then.....
hahahahahaha..Great!!!!!

Other than ....

I want to study hard....
Because HOLIDAYS is coming SOON....
I need jia you!! jia you!!! get better results than last semester.. at least increase few pointer. XD I'm not greedy..
if get good results, maybe....
Got present to received!! yeah! yeah! yeah!!!

I'm glad. I had read 4 short stories. It is new challenging for me... Each time just temporary to read but I wish to continue.. HOPE can. Pray for me...

hits northeastern Japan… again

2011-04-08T09:20:00.002+08:00

The seismological events near Japan are far from reaching an equilibrium; a 7.4 or 7.5 earthquake on the Richter scale struck apan’s Miyagi Prefecture and its vicinity in northeastern Japan at 23:32 p.m. (1432 GMT) local Time Thursday, the Japan Meteorological Agency (JMA) said.

The area is not so far away from the major 9.0, which hints at related seismic activity, but more thorough research is conducted in order to find out more about this; the tsunami alert that was originally issued was retreated, and nuclear power plants are under no additional threat.

At the crippled and troubled Fukushima power plant, radiation levels remain high, but there hasn’t been an additional elevation caused by this recent earthquake. It’s still uncertain if this kind of earthquakes will continue to appear in the near future, but it’s definitely something worth considering.

Despite the fact that it hasn’t caused significant damage, blackouts have been reported throughout the whole region, and people are agitated and wondering when the situation will calm down. It’s still unclear if this was an isolated event or part of the “legacy” left by the big temblor, but as the days pass questions are going to be answered. All in all, it’s great to see that there wasn’t any serious damage done, and people are handling this extremely well.

credit: Read more

My hardship - art 2

2011-04-04T21:57:00.004+08:00

Throughout this art, I admit and some improvement in this semester.

Any comment, please tell me.

I need comment so that I can improve my skills! ^^

.. youtube also have this video ..

梦 - Dream

2011-04-02T13:01:00.002+08:00

Last night, I do a dream. Dream, with my sister, my mother and me. Do not know why, my mother and sister suddenly said to go by train back to their respective homes. They return to KL; and I back KEDAH. The same station, they left; I on the right. Suddenly, I think if there is no train station Kedah, why have signs that written direct back to Kedah? I quickly find my sister. I can not find. . They keep looking for them but can not see. In that time, I told myself it is fake. My sister and mum won't leave me alone. It is sure a dream. I immediately woke up, scared me! I thought it was true. Luckily just a dream.

心情郁闷

2011-03-31T16:18:00.006+08:00

若你有时间分享下，

每当你心情郁闷或心情低落的时候，

你会怎么样解决让自己心情好起来呢？？

若是我：

我也有心情郁闷的时候，

我无法用语法来表达我的心情但是照片能够表达我的心声与感触。

每当我心情不好，我都会找人诉苦。

若我在家，我宝贝鱼就会辛苦下啦！耳朵痛。。。

若在外，我会看风景。美丽的画面能够让我心情好起来。。

think

2011-03-29T18:51:00.003+08:00

I still THINK whether go or not?!

anyone want to help me??

Tell about my recently life.

This few days, I nothing to do but my coursemates each of them so busy with their assignments and me want to find out something that is special for me to pass my time.

Finally I choose to watch movie. HOHOHO... (wasting time)

using 2 days finished up 1 set of movie. Now?

I make a decision, start revision.

BECAUSE. BECAUSE. BECAUSE.

Today I get my grammar test results. OH MY.. so disappointed

I have a lot of careless mistake which made me lost almost 10marks. >.<

How come I always will face this kind of problem in each exam or test? sigh..

Strong quake in Myanmar kills more than 40 (Updated)

2011-03-25T16:01:00.000+08:00

Strong quake in Myanmar kills more than 40 (Updated)

left some more

2011-03-22T22:02:00.005+08:00

First, my art project almost done left portfolio...

----- Our group mural ----

Another art project also done. First time experience colour with arcylic.

Portfolio - overall done. Depends lecturer want to add some more or not.

Left some more assignments haven done yet such Basic Mathematics, Kemahiran Berfikir and Bola Jaring. I think that only GUA... hahaha..

My day is coming soon~~ Lovely buddy.. hohoho..

+.+.+.+.+.+.+.+.+.+.+.+.+.+.+.+.+.+.+.+.+.+.

We need continue pray for Japan although pass 12 days already but....

oh yeah

2011-03-17T07:07:00.005+08:00

One week holiday for me, totally is not enough to rest.

Full of assignments and homeworks to finish up.

However, praise the Lord. I had done most of it.

Left 1 or 2 more.

When have a break, I wish to play with little devil. =)

Dear Jesus, when I open newspaper and saw those news this few days.

My heart is touch by it. I feel quite sad for those people who live in Japan now.

Those things keep continuous happen in Japan although not in same place but...

God, please forgive and help them. They really suffering lack of food and losing their parents/daughters/sons in this natural disasters..

I don't want those kind of natural disasters happen again. Just a short 2/3 weeks have 2/3 natural disasters happen in this world.

news- Japan Earthquake: 8.9 Richter

2011-03-11T22:57:00.004+08:00

Today I get this kind of message:

星洲简讯：气象局发出海啸警报，日本地震造成的海啸将於今午6时至晚上12时抵达 Labuan & Sabah海域。

and I dare to ignore it. Until my friend told me Japan earthquake 8.9 richter I just realize it is not a joke. How funny am I!!!! Whole afternoon I shopping with my sister. =)

news

or this web weather

tired.restless.

2011-03-01T06:57:00.004+08:00

Actually this semester had been told by senior will be a tough year.

How I feel?

Seriously, I feel not just tough and also quite busy.

What I mean is, I get minor with that two languages subject which make me ..... and my major will be the subject that I hate most in previous year and now I have to get use it as a subject to earn money for my income.

How incredible it is?!

I ever think is it Jesus want to play me?? or he want practicing me on this part???

anyway. Recently really damn tired about the art.

Our group mural have been changed design which we have to redraw, recolour, and remanage our time to there again~~

However, time fly too fast. Few days was gone and few groups almost finish colouring there mural.

Really wonderful, beautiful and nice. hahaha...

Will be upload those mural pictures in coming post.

Except that, I still need to think about how to finish another subject - art 2 assignments!!!!!!!!

My drama still pending... Public speaking too... argh~~~

I almost dying in those assignments!!

Still have few subjects I haven get topic of assignments yet!!!!!

.wow.

Yesterday I received a very very super duper yummy snack - keropok from my god sis.

It import from Thailand and delievered by her dad.

She share the nice food with me~~ wee***

Mural

2011-02-21T15:18:00.005+08:00

My life for this few weeks are colouring my mural, drawing for another art assignment, reading for coming soon text and last watching movies for entertainments!!! wee~

You may see how my life is BUT BUT how come I won't slim???

It cause me getting fatter and fatter (i think). *cry*

Tema: Kebudayaan dan Alam sekitar Sabah

Beside our wall right side is this...

Tema: Kebudayaan Kelantan

latest*

Beside Kebudayaan Kelantan right side is this...

Tema: 1 MALAYSIA mix...

Not latest*

Beside our wall left side is this...

Tema: Kebudayaan Indian & Chinese

latest*

Beside Kebudayaan India and Chinese left side is this...

Tema: Alam Semula Jadi

the latest*

enjoy my life recently.

Next week having quiz of english~

I'm so scare. Not confident~

Start from yesterday, we have practice for sport!

I still rumah KUNING~ >.<

Curry can cure cancer, say scientists

2011-02-15T20:59:00.005+08:00

Last week when I in class with my coursemates discussed about a topic from a newspaper which entitled Curry can cure cancer! It really interesting article..

According to the headline in 28 of Oct 2009 Metro article they do. The Sun went for “Curry is a ‘cure for cancer’“, while the BBC were slightly more restrained – settling for “Curry spice ‘kills cancer cells’” – as were the Daily Mirror (with “Curry ‘kills cancer cells’ and other health benefits of the nation’s favourite dish“). Did scientists claim that “curry can cure cancer” as the Metro claims? Is curry a cure for cancer, as the Sun tell us?

GARLIC

Good for more than just fighting off vampires, garlic helps keep your heart healthy.

Allicin the element that makes garlic smelly helps relax blood vessels, making blood flow more easily and reducing blood pressure. It also reduces cholesterol and helps fight colds.

Plus the high levels of antioxidants combat cancer.

GINGER

Used in natural medicine for centuries, its anti-nausea properties make it a natural choice for women with morning sickness or those suffering side-effects of chemotherapy.

Its main active ingredient is gingerol, which is believed to encourage blood flow and ease pain.

Gingers anti-inflammatory properties can help with sore joints and its antioxidants help strengthen the immune system.

CINNAMON

This spice is popular in Chinese medicine and is used for colds, diarrhoea and severe period pain. It is also thought to help circulation.

Ayurveda, an alternative medicine from India, uses cinnamon for the symptoms of a range of illnesses, from indigestion to diabetes.

And its effects on blood sugar have been scientifically proven, a 2003 study in the Diabetes Care medical journal reporting that eating one to six grammes of cinnamon a day reduced blood sugar levels in people with type two diabetes. It also lowered the case studies levels of triglyceride (a type of fat in the blood), bad cholesterol and total cholesterol.

TURMERIC

The distinctively coloured spice is a super-healer.

Curcumins anti-inflammatory

properties help fight a range of health

problems, including arthritis and bowel conditions like Crohn's disease.

Research has suggested it could help in the fig

ht against Alzheimers after tests showed build-up of plaques in the brain had halved and there was less inflammation in the brain tissue.

RED AND GREEN CHILLIES

These contain capsaicin, an anti-inflammatory

that helps you breathe more easily, clearing mucus from the nose and lungs. The hotter the chilli, the more capsaicin it contains.

This active ingredient also speeds up your metabolism which helps with weight loss, kills off bacteria that cause stomach ulcers and can reduce cholesterol.

Anti insect

2011-02-11T15:34:00.003+08:00

Last few day which is Tuesday afternoon in IPDA field played netball.

After end of that, I back hostel and took a bath.

After I bath, I SAW my hand and legs full of red dots around.. SCARY~

Original I took it just allergy maybe field not clean full of bacteria around.

After few hours, it started itchy. super itchy. I put medicine on it but useless after few hours.

Hence, useless of medicine on that time noobness of me went to do something.. (know right?)

OMG. had water spilled out. I wanted to clean it immediately, (shit) no water on that time..

In that time, I had an idea used drinking water and boil it.

HOT~ and put it wow.. glad *smile*

The next day, what the insects damn hate it. It made me feel so itchy.

Each 3 hours I put medicine on it from morning until I finished my school.

damn angry and super no mood because of the feeling - itchy. *RAWR*

Yesterday, finally made decision went to clinic after 3pm.

The doctor said, bite by small insects. He encourage me next time went to field put insect repellent before went to there. Now I'm okay le. Just my legs very ugly~ yaikz..

Bought Pelaka for our art assignment. Total up our class had bought RM437. *wow*

God Help ask those stupid insect away from me... T.T

Happy New Year 2011

2011-01-30T21:34:00.004+08:00

New Year! New Year!
hooray~ new year is coming soon~
I'm back KK again!
This time back hometown with assignments!
Hate! Hate! Hate!
I do not know how to do it! ANYBODY CAN HELP ME?
I'm stuck and headache about it.
Don't care so much!
Just do as much as I could during this CNY~

2011-01-25T13:59:00.001+08:00

Thanks forgiving~

great job

2011-01-18T19:11:00.002+08:00

Today when recess going to canteen having our lunch.

We saw a pretty penny in the floor. Colourful~ Wonderful~

At first, we are thinking how to settle the money?

Throw there? Pass it to pejabat or else..

After our lunch, we have a good idea that is leave another message again on the wall!!

Upgraded our message! hehehe!!!

Finally she called us and the money was gave back~

bad day

2011-01-14T22:29:00.008+08:00

Today my mood was damn damn damn bad.

I can't smile from my heart.

What she did for me yesterday and this morning I won't forget it.

It made me look like an insane girl.

I really hard to endure her folly attitude.

若我能不跟她计较但是说话能不要那么难听能吗？

I also same with you a human being.

I have emotion, have respond, have feeling, OK?

I'm not a dead person.

You as a senior older than me, can you act as a sister?!

Take care a junior. How old you are now?!

How foolish you did it?!

I want to try ignore you but you?! AGAIN AND AGAIN~

forth time. Now just early of the year.

Back to sch just 12days.

What you did for junior?

Can you be a senior in kind and polite way for me?!

Early morning I saw what you did and remember what you said.

"Nampakkah ada baju di sana? Sila ubahkan kamu punyai baju!"

Is it you buy that place. It is sharing places okay.

Just a simple hanging clothes places, it give so much trouble and hurt.

I'm hurt by you.

After I back room, did you know I really want cried?

I'm tried not to let my tears flow out.

But finally also have a bit.

After a while, I refresh and calm down. Think back. WHY? I want cried because of you.

stupid of me.

Now I must listening religions songs just can relief my pain, hurt by you!!

All are her clothes. 1 shirt 2 lines~~~~

CAN you see what she did? There got so much of places she still can hang but she just want to hang in front of my clothes!!!!!

First time watched movie in Jitra. But I no feeling about that~

maybe I not concentrate watch it.,

After back from Jitra, how noob am I. Did not realize those photostat things~

Another thing happened again! It made me want to burst out that time.

But I do not mind it now. I more care and sad about that people, what she did for me.

P/S: 'Senior' I mean in here is her(my neighbour)

I do and hope I can fine and normal before she leave here~~~~

not kill and sot by her...

great date

2011-01-11T19:07:00.003+08:00

Today is wonderful great date. 11-1-11

If I marriage i will find date like this.. hahahaa... easy remember! XD

Yesterday everyone of my class members went to run field 2.4km.

How tired it is. I wonder how those minor PJ students can so tough~

Origin my butt was pain. After run, oh no.. both leg ...

kat xia..kat xia...

so cham~ I want faster recover, i wanna play and walk faster!! hehehee...

First time I heard bm class talked about those tatabahasa so dizzy...so complicated.

Stupid text book~

Oh yeah, left 16th days.

I can leave here le.. hahahahaa... =DDD

anyway, early wish everyone HAPPY Chinese NEW YEAR EVERYONE~

Confirm uplevel

2011-01-05T17:23:00.003+08:00

Now I can confirm can up level 2 in this school.

Everything will be alright and fine.

This half year will be quite busy and tough.

I'm afraid each step to step forward.

My days will be like this until end of the sem.

Pn, thanks your that sentence

"numbers failure each badge until this sem of exam sure will increasing"

It made me scare and motive me to gambateh, work harder!

Buddies, congratulation up level~ gambateh!!

good bye 2010

2010-12-31T21:47:00.004+08:00

This is last post on 2010.

How precious it is! No matter how bad luck you are, you should be positive minded.

If you feel you are the one who's luckier person in 2010, you must appreciate it. Praise the lord. It is god give you fortune to pass through thick and thin.

Through this opportunity, I would like to said few words.

In this year, I have pass through few things made me growth up.

Thanks God, you let me know how is form6 life ; how's working life ; how is after SPM school life.

It's good opportunity let me know new friends and new knowledge about those things.

Through this year too, my best friends and I are separately going to further study in different place. Although high technology now, but air fare still quite expensive.

This is one of the reason made me so sad. Each time to meet up them, quite quite quite difficult.

Family? I think will be more easier than them.

First time doing assignment had my sister and mum help. I really happy, if not them I will not on time pass up. At the end of the day, thanks mandy help me doing edit. It cause me not going to redo draw it. Thanks a lot.

By the way, in school life. Thanks god arrange everything that cause me convenient in new environment and friends.

神的恩典真够我用。

- 恩典够用 -

days

2010-12-27T11:32:00.010+08:00

These was 25th Christmas that morning programs.

hehehehe.XD

At NIGHT~

Audrey, Wen these was the place I said..
Anyway, thanks buddies bringing so much fun and joy to me.
Hope next time can meet you again. [Hope SOON but..]
Buddies I hope the day of mine I CAN see you guys in KEDAH celebrate with me!
hahahaa.. This is my first wish of 2011!

26th was 2010 last week of Sunday. Time run so fast. Now come to the end of the year. I remember last year had SPM. After SPM, flies here and there. And now come to the end of 2010. When I look back on this year God really gave me a lot of grace and hope. Thanks GOD. Next week of now I will be in school. Sigh~

Christmas Eve

2010-12-24T23:34:00.005+08:00

Let's me said something. Today is Christmas eve.
This year also special year for my church..
No event. No need going to church~
This afternoon I yam cha with this best friend again.
As I know after today in short term we will not meet again!
Too bad~ Except that day lah!!
Buy ticket come's up mine here~ Celebrate with me! [Just dreaming]
My friends invited me going clubbing tonight.
As I know, my mum don't let.
So sorry buddies. I ffj leh.. Can't meet some peoples.
Lucky let me meet you guys in Upperstar just now.
Although less than 30 min we together but the meaning were more than that.
Tonight I join here~
My form6 gang~ hahaa...

hahaha..XD

P/S pray for my grandpa~ Thanks a lot..

Why Is Fruit Healthy for the Body?

2010-12-24T10:06:00.004+08:00

Epidemiological studies have repeatedly shown that populations whose diets include plenty of fruits and vegetables have lower rates of heart disease and cancer than those which don’t. The UK recommendation is for at least five portions (400g) of fruit and vegetables a day where fresh, frozen, dried and tinned all count. On average, people in the UK eat only three portions a day and the National Diet and Nutrition Survey of 4-18-year-old, published in 2000, found that one in five children ate no fruit.

What counts as a portion?

What counts as a portion?
Apple, orange or banana	1 fruit
Very large fruit, e.g. melon, pineapple	1 large slice
Small fruit, e.g. plums, kiwis, satsumas	2 fruit
Raspberries, strawberries, grapes	1 cup
Fresh fruit salad, stewed or tinned fruit	2-3 tablespoons
Dried fruit	½-1 tablespoon
Fruit juice	1 glass (150ml)
Vegetables, raw, cooked, frozen, or tinned	2 tablespoons
Salad	1 dessert bowl

* 1 portion of fruit or vegetables is roughly the size of your clenched fist.

* Although potatoes are a vegetable they count as a starchy carbohydrate and not as a portion of fruit and vegetables.

Everyone knows that fruits and vegetables are rich in fiber and essential nutrients that are good for the body. Having enough fiber will be very beneficial to you in any health condition you may be facing right now. This can prevent and ease some ailments such as the following:

1. Colon cancer

2. High blood pressure

3. High cholesterol

4. Diabetes

5. Obesity

6. Boost metabolism

7. Prevents constipation

8. Aids in weight loss

Increasing the amount of fruits you eat will also lessen the cause of Alzheimer’s disease which you will likely to have when you get old and when you are very much inclined in eating red meat. The cytokines which is responsible for the inflammatory taking place inside the body will rule over if you don’t have enough fiber to wash them away. Fruits are very essential to humans because it aids in flushing away toxins that can be harmful to the body when not flushed right away. It shouldn’t stay that long inside the digestive tract. It will be taking back into the bloodstream when not flushed accordingly.

Although the human body is capable of healing itself from wounds and other minor infections, it’s still best to aid your body by eating the right types of foods. You should help your body in the simplest way you can. By eating the right amount of fiber rich foods, you will be able to have enough doses of nutrients to fight common infections that can harm you later on in life. Replacing snacks that are zero calorie providers with fruits can be the best decision you can ever make in your life.

难得

2010-12-23T17:32:00.006+08:00

难得·真难得~

已经6个月没见面了的好朋友

今日一别不知几时我们又会有时间再见了~

大家都很这么忙(⊙o⊙)哦。T.T

Leng, when's your turn?!

Seriously, I don't want back!

Watched this movie with my buddies.

and I had no comment of this! GIANT~=P

I hope got next time again~ Audrey, we din updated photo yet! =P

celebrate

2010-12-21T22:27:00.005+08:00

The Winter Solstice Festival or Dong Zhi 冬至 is one of the most important Chinese festivals which is celebrated by the Chinese and other East Asians between the 20th to 22nd December. During this time, the sunshine is the weakest, the day is the shortest and the night is the longest.

一年一度的冬至又來囉!
今天是冬至
吃湯圓就表示多一歲說
不要吃太多喔!!

大家好不好奇湯圓為什麼是一白一紅勒?
據咩媽亂亂報說白色表示銀,紅色表示金
金銀財寶滿廳堂~

北方过冬至吃饺子，南方过冬至吃汤圆，试过汤圆饺子一块儿吃么？身在南方的我，试了一把，什么味儿你知道么，我知道，很不一样，至于怎么个不一样，你试试就知道了……

今日是冬至节气。冬至是北半球全年中白天最短、黑夜最长的一天，过了冬至，白天就会一天天变长。冬至过后，开始进入“数九寒天”，冬至日也是“一九”的第一天，各地气候都将进入一个最寒冷的阶段，也就是人们常说的“进九”。我国民间有“冷在三九，热在三伏”的说法。此外，民间有一些以冬至天气看后期冷暖的谚语如：“冬至出日头，正月冷死牛”、“冬至有雨明春暖”等。每年冬至这天，饺子是必不可少的节日饭。谚云：“十月一，冬至到，家家户户吃水饺。”

This year celebrate winter solstice festival might be not a happy year~ Pray everything is okay~
God please help~

10 Illnesses You Can Cure or Prevent with Chocolate

2010-12-17T12:13:00.000+08:00

Here are 10 illnesses you can cure or prevent with chocolate:

High Blood Pressure
Chocolate and cocoa contain flavanols, which have both antioxidant qualities and heart-healthy qualities. One of the vascular benefits of eating flavanols is lowering blood pressure.
High Cholesterol
When consuming chocolate, you’re ingesting flavanoids which have major antioxidant power known to lower the bad kind of cholesterol, LDL-cholesterol. Oxidized LDL-cholesterol damages the arteries and can increase your chances of heart disease or heart attack.
Liver Disease
Liver disease patients can snack on chocolate because its antioxidant-rich compounds have been found to reduce high blood pressure in the liver and reduce damage to liver blood vessels.
Diabetes
Eating dark chocolate in moderation has been found to improve processing of blood sugar, which may reduce the risk of diabetes.
Stress
Chocolate has mood enhancing qualities, as well as stress-busting benefits. Experts have found that chocolate may the ticket to reducing levels of unwanted stress hormones, resulting in happier, healthier people.
Coughs
Got a persistent cough? Experts have found that theobromine, a compound found in cocoa, can reduce a cough, by affecting the sensory nerve endings of the vagus nerve that run through the airways in the lungs.
Chronic Fatigue Syndrome
Instead of drinking a soda or coffee when you feel fatigued, eat a square of chocolate to boost your energy level. In small doses, the caffeine in chocolate will give you a healthy jolt of energy to prevent chronic fatigue.
Blood Clots
Those who eat chocolate have been found to have slower clumping of blood platelets, which aids in the prevention of blood clots that can cause a heart attack.
Stroke
The flavanol compound found in chocolate, called epicatechin, has been found to guard against the damage of a stroke.
Cancer
While chocolate isn’t going to cure cancer, it may have preventative benefits like reducing cell damage that can cause tumor growth.

Chocolate Can Cure

2010-12-17T11:33:00.005+08:00

Imagine a delicious chocolate ganache melting in your mouth... to some chocoholics, that's their idea of heaven! Chocolate can life the spirit, inspire poems and even cure ailments. Chocolate is considered by many as an anti-depressant, and even an aphrodisiac.

Passion for chocolates is sometimes associated with sinful indulgence. Chocolate has often been blamed for acne and tooth decay. Some shun chocolates due to its reputation for low nutritional value and its fattening effects. However, recently researchers have proven that accusations about chocolate are either overstated or entirely false.

Studies by the Pennsylvania School of Medicine and US Navy Academy proved that chocolates are not the cause of acne. Neither is there any evidence that shows chocolate is the cause for cavities or tooth decay. Adversely, chocolate coats the enamel and helps prevent plague. Cavities are caused by the sugar in chocolate, rather than the chocolate itself. Researchers at the University of California found out that phenolics, found abundantly in cocoa, may help lower the risk of the heart attacks.

Besides phenolics, chocolates contain more than 300 known compounds including magnesium. A small amount of caffeine and a slightly higher among of theobromine, a weak stimulant, provides the 'lift' that energizes our day. Phenylethylamine, which is chemically related to amphetamines, is a strong stimulant, which increases the activity of neurotransmitters in our brains to boost alertness. All these stimulants provide chocolate-eaters with a temporary sense of well-being.

The pleasurable effect that chocoholics claim to experience is attributed t o a pharmacologically active substance that produces the same effect on the brain as marijuana. Researchers at the Neurosciences Institute in San Diego, California, believe that these chemicals are the source of chocolate cravings. Chocolates do not contain tetrahydrocannabinol that gives the floating 'high' feeling that marijuana provides. Instead, chocolates contain anandamide, which is naturally produced in the brain. Elevated levels of anandamide enhance a feeling of well-being.

Chocolate contains four times the dose of the polyphenol found in green tea. These polyphenol prevent cancer cells from forming. A cup of green tea with a chocolate biscuit or a piece of dark chocolate sounds like a fantastic way to rev up the engine for the day!

Others sites to proven:

Chocolate: A cure for cancer?

Chocolate can cure cough

小见证

2010-12-14T09:55:00.006+08:00

我想在这做个小见证跟大家分享~

前三天在晚上聚会时候，我把所有的小钱奉献了！
第二天崇拜时候，我忘记跟姐姐/妈妈拿小钱来奉献。而我身上最小的钱是十元。
我就在想，若我真的把唯一的钱奉献了，那我不是又要去bank了吗？
挣扎了一下。。。
当我挣扎时候，有股力量或有句话告诉我上帝会双倍的赏赐与你~
最终还是没有去做。
过了一下，牧师突然报告说派奖品给抄写尼西米记得奖者。
那时候，我心想肯定没有我的份了！抄的那么难看又潦草~
怎么知道在最后，得到安慰奖是郑晓嫔。
吓倒~
过后，当我有时间打开来看是十元~
哇，我正的很后悔没有在那时候奉献。。。上帝正的。。。。
感谢主！
Praise the Lord~~